what is friend for?

Do you know what is friend? it is someone who help you when you need help they are always offer their help, accompany you, etc...

But until now, i cannot find it..don't know why, i always feel lonely, even though i have friends, i want a true friend

Today i felt like i want to erase my life, change everything... cause i don't like my life where, whenever i go, doing something, always alone....

i felt like there is some distance between me and my friend, they have their own friend, but me?? i have no one...how phatetic...

ouyeah..from now on, i'll add one phrase of word each blog

today phrase is " never let somebody be your everything. Coz when they're gone,you'll be nothing. "

i copy this from my friend